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I'm bored. Some one play with me!!
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| A quiz |
[22 Jul 2004|05:00pm] |
-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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| 44th entry |
[30 May 2004|11:36pm] |
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Today was fun.
I went over Sammeh's house around 12:30 and we watched Fight Club. It was really really really good!
Later we went to Jess's house and had some more fun. I got to say hi to Mandy and James who I only really get to see at Jess's so I was happy. We went swimming too. We didn't have bathing suits so Jess gave us some clothes to swim in. It felt wierd. Especually the pants she gave me. Perhaps it was because I went commando (yes a pleasant thought for you to keep in your dirty minds to gross you out whenever you see me).
I had Boy George's Chameleon stuck in my head the whole day. I think I'm going to go to bed soon.
Today is also Guy sam and my, 2 month aniversary.
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| 43rd entry |
[30 May 2004|12:04pm] |
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Last night I stayed up pretty late. I was watching VH1 mostly. It's a good channel. I saw an increadably funny show called Ill-ustrated. It made me laugh my ass off. Micheal Jackson right before the commercial - "Don't touch that dial. You can get in trouble when you touch things."
I'm about to go to Sammeh's house. As soon as my mom comes downstairs we are going to go. After her bbq we'll go to Jess's house for pretty much the rest of the night. Well I'll write in here later if I remember. Later all.
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| 42nd entry |
[29 May 2004|07:11pm] |
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Well.. It doesn't seem like much more will happen today.
My dad went to the supermarket so I had some food. I stayed home the whole day. I was on the computer for a few hours then watched tv. Had dinner.. Nothing else really.
My dad went out to get Alice for the computer. My sister started playing it and it's really good. You can only save one game though so I have to wait a while to play. He also got a Disturbed dvd for me. I'm probably going to watch it after I finish writing this entry.
Well. Tomorrow seems that it will lead to much more eventful things. I'm going to a BBQ at Sammeh's house tomorrow. Not sure what time. Then later I'm going over Jess's house to hang out and stuffs.
Until then. See ya.
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| New Icon!!! |
[29 May 2004|02:53pm] |
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Yay!!! Sammeh gave me a new icon for my journal!!! ::points up:: isn't it pretty???????????? I really really really like it^^ Thank you sammeh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^
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| 41st entry |
[29 May 2004|10:22am] |
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Yesterday was a very good day.
That morning I was crying when I woke up. This cry was different. It seemed like it was getting out all of my worries and stress. When I got to school I was my happy normal self. I was really happy to be back to how I usually am.
Me and sammy seemed to be back to how we used to be. It's nice and I'm happy.
I almost had 2 anxiety attacks. One in the library. I think it might have started because I was on the computer, reading what people posted in my thread about anxiety attacks, so maybe the thought of it brought it? The other one I really don't know about. I was just walking through the hallway and my heart started to hurt. I went to the nurse and she let me rest there 4th and 5th period.
After school yesterday was the music fest. It was a pretty good show. Me and guy sam went and we met up with Laura, Jess, Brenda, and Astrid, and a few other people. At one point me and sam went outside in the rain and just ran and rolled around. It was fun and we got really wet.
When I got home I was a little tired. Me and my sister went for a walk on the bike trail that's by my house. We walked the whole thing!!!! It came out at Washington Avenue and according to sam that's pretty far. As we were walking back my sister got really tired of walking and I said "just keep walking" and from that I got dori's "just keep swimming" song stuck in my hea. Perhaps that's how I was so positive on the walk back.
I went to sleep at around 10:30, woke up at 9. There's no food!!!!!!!! I need food!!! ;-;
Found in Sammy's Journal:
If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.
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| 40th entry |
[27 May 2004|05:36pm] |
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I had a really really tough day. I'm still crying from it. I had an anxiety attack. I won't say why, but it just kept getting worse and worse because I guess I was panicking over all the pain. Well I feel like shit today. I can't stop fucking crying. It's just been a day like that. It startes off good then falls off a cliff into the miserable underworld of hell. I hate days like this. When I got home I was increadably tired from the anxiety attack. I already told girl sam it was and I'll tell guy sam too. It made me feel so tired and weak. It's really hard to type because I just feel so weak. I hate this feeling. I had it once before after having surgery so go figure. I don't want to type anymore. I really just don't feel up to typing more. Anxiety sucks. My day sucked. I remember wanting a car to come and hit me at one point in the day. I wouldn't of cared. I don't think anyone would cry except my family. ARG! I hate it when I'm like this. I hate myself when I'm like this soooo much! I like myself being happy. I hate showing my face when I'm sad. I'm so obsessed with making other people happy that I ignore myself sometimes. I hate it.
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| Survey from Susu |
[26 May 2004|10:13pm] |
14 Of Your Favorite People (IN NO ORDER)
1.) Sam
2.) Blaise
3.) Susu
4.) Chris
5.) My sister
6.) Jess
7.) Laura
8.) Sammy
9.) Avanti
10.) Jasmin
11.) Andy
12.) Jean
13.) Jen
14.) Teresa
13 Of Your Favorite Foods
1.) Dippin Dots
2.) Candy Corn
3.) Oatmeal Raisin Cookies
4.) Doritoes
5.) Popcorn
6.) Buttered Pretzel
7.) 3 Musketeers Bar
8.) Mounds Candy Bar
9.) Gold Fish
10.) Ice Cream
11.) Ice Cream Cake
12.) Chocolate Chip Cookies dipped in Milk
13.) Candy
12 Favorite Resturaunts
1.) Fridays!
2.) Fridays.
3.) Fridays.
4.) Fridays.
5.) Fridays.
6.) Fridays.
7.) Fridays..
8.) Fridays..
9.) Fridays.
10.) Fridays!
11.) Fridays!!
12.) Fridays!!!
11 Favorite Memories
1.) The past Saturday. It was a good day.
2.) Halloween at my house with peoples.
3.) My birthday.
4.) Times when I'm with Sam.
5.) When I slapped Brian.
6.) Discovering Gerri's.
7.) Stage Crew.
8.) When me and the Sams were determining what animals we are.
9.) Falling asleep with sam at my house after watching Mars Attacks.
10.) Getting high.
11.) Listening to music.
10 People Who Have Changed Your Life
1.) Sam.
2.) Sammy.
3.) My sister.
4.) Blaise.
5.) Chris.
6.) Teresa.
7.) Avanti.
8.) Susu.
9.) Andy.
10.) Myself.
9 Things You Dream Of...
1.) Being with my loved one.
2.) Meeting Tim Burton.
3.) Random things like snow.
4.) A family.
5.) Being happy.
6.) Being able to stand up for myself and gaining more self confidence.
7.) Ice Cream.
8.) Being able to sleep and not think about school.
9.) Being someone important. (even if it's just to one person)
8 Of Your Obsessions
1.) Sam.
2.) Cradle Of Filth.
3.) Tim Burton Films.
4.) Anime.
5.) Manga.
6.) Animated Disney Movies.
7.) 28 Days Later.
8.) Sleeping.
7 Beautiful People
1.) Sam.
2.) Dani Filth.
3.) Johnny Depp.
4.) Mana.
5.) NapalmDeath666 at Gaiaonline.com
6.) Christina Ricci
7.) Winona Ryder
6 People You Hate
1.) Anyone who gets on my nerves and won't cut it out.
5 Of Your Favorite Things
1.) Hanging out with my friends.
2.) Going to the movies.
3.) Cradle Of Filth.
4.) Music.
5.) Being Happy.
4 Things That Scare You
1.) Zombies
2.) Leeches
3.) Death
4.) Being Alone
3 Movies You Love
1.) Labyrinth
2.) Edward Scissorhands
3.) Interview With the Vampire
2 Books You Love
1.) Manga
2.) Harry Potter
1 Person You Trust With Your Life
1.) Sam.
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| 39th entry |
[26 May 2004|10:00pm] |
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Today was fun. School was nice. I was a little disappointed that the sams didn't come and get me when they found out they were free while I was free. But anyway, after school I had my psychologist so I couldn't stay after.
After the psychologist I went to hot topic and got 2 pairs of pants, a happy bunny shirt, a white zombie shirt, and cradle of filth: from the cradle to the grave video. Things were pretty nice.
I also talked to Chris on the phone for a while (8:30 - 10:00) We haven't talked in a really long time so it was nice.
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| 38th entry |
[25 May 2004|09:17pm] |
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The past 2 days have been alright.
Monday was a nice day. Guy Sam went to gym for the 1st time since... Well anyway, he seemed pretty confused and it was amusing. After school Sam had a meeting with his father and Dr.Schubert. I waited with him until his dad got there. Then I waited for the meeting to be over. After the meeting me and sam met up with Laura and went to the library. Sam and I played chess. In a way I won. I got rid of all of his pieces other then the king. So yeah. Afterwords I went home and sat on the computer. Did nothing really.
Today was alright. Girl Sam was back. At the end of the day Guy sam went over girl sam's house. I must say that I'm still a little unsure of them being together with me not there. I hung out with Laura and Jess. I went home and basically spent most of my time on the computer.
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| 37th entry |
[23 May 2004|09:03pm] |
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This weekend has been pretty good.
Friday was good. After school me and Sam hung out at school for a while. We found out that Gerry's is all borded up which made us sad. Eventually we went to my house and hung out. It was fun.
Saturday was fun. Sam came over and we watched Josie and the Pussycats. It's a good movie. Then I went with Sam and his dad to an all you can eat chinese buffet. I had some fruit and for dessert, ice cream^^ After we finished eating we went back to Sam's house untill about 11. I really like his house. At 11 his dad drove me home and I went on the computer then fell asleep.
Today was nice too. Sam came over again and we watched Hair. It's such an odd movie. Later we went and saw Kill Bill Vol.2. Afterwords my mom drove him home. I'll probably go to bed soon.
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| 36th entry |
[02 May 2004|10:24pm] |
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Today was a boring and tiring day. I went to visit my brother at his college. He seemed nicer then usual which was odd. He gave me a camera. I listened to a bunch of cds there and back. The cds that I listened to in order were...
Nirvana - Nevermind
Smile Empty Soul
Cradle Of Filth - Midian
Arch Enemy - Anthems of Rebellion
Godsmack - Awake
Godsmack
I'm probably forgetting some but that's all I remember right now. Other then that nothing else all that new.
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| 35th entry |
[02 May 2004|03:50am] |
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Friday seemed like a good day. 2nd period me and the sams were called down to the East Office. We sat in there for a bit. Then they told us that ms.rozzicky(sp?) was waiting for us in the psychologist office. So we all went in there. We had some group meeting thingy. It was interesting. Because of it we get to miss 1 class a week so that's nice.
Friday was Guy Sam and My 1 month anniversary. So before 3rd period I gave him a gift. I gave him a cd case that hold 70 something cds. I think he liked it^^
3rd period we finished watching Citizen Kane. I really liked it. 4th period I went outside, listened to Nirvana - Bleach, and fell asleep. It was really warm and nice. 5th period I hung out in the cafeteria. 6th-7th period I was getting tested. 8th period I was looking for the sams since they didn't go to class. I eventually found them.
After school me and guy sam went to girl sam's house. It was fun. Afterword Guy Sam came over my house. He was in a wierd mood. We played a sadistic game of Mother May I. It was amusing.
Saturday was pretty relaxing. I spent all morning in front of the computer. Me and my dad went shopping for my mom. We got her a watch that she wanted. I got this thing of fake roses. Roses are so pretty. After we went to best buy since my parents promised me a cd. I got Nirvana - Nevermind. I basically spent the whole day in front of the computer. I felt really overly lonely the whole day. I was unusually lonely.
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| 34th entry |
[29 Apr 2004|11:11pm] |
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Today was fun and it seemed like it was on my side. At school I always worry when it comes to 8th period because I hate it so much. I have band that period. I hav just lost complete interest in it. It pisses me off soo much whenever my mom, dad, or my band teacher will get upset and be like "why won't you play?? You're so good at it. It would be such a loss if you stopped. Keep playing!" I just want them to stop!! I have completely lost interest in it. I don't care if I'm good or great or if I suck I just don't want to play.
Now with that said when it comes to 8th period I get nervous. I have usually either been sitting out or not going at all. Today seemed like it was on my side since there was an assembly and I didn't have to go. I was really really happy.
After school today I had an authodontist appointment. I got the rubber band thingies on my braces. I decided not to wear them at school. They bother me a lot. Especually since they're string. For those of whome understand my string problem. I took them off after a couple of hours and didn't bother putting them back in.
Tonight was the season finale of Mad Mad House!!! Wooooooo it was quite exciting. It's one of the few reality shows that I watch. There was... I remember I watched the 1st temptation island, Boot Camp, Fear Factor, I watched the 1st american idol and some of the 2nd one, and now Mad Mad House. It's such an awsome show.
Well my parents want me to go to sleep now so I'm going to go to sleep.
Goodnight all.
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| 33rd entry |
[28 Apr 2004|07:55pm] |
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Today was fun. 4th period I had ISS and Guy Sam was there. I walked in and he was sitting on the floor which I found a bit odd. I went and hugged him. We noticed this kid who was staring at us from the window upstairs. He was freaky. Sam told me he was standing there since there was 5 minutes left in the period before. It was wierd.
After school today Guy Sam came over my house. We watched Big Fish. He said he liked it. Hehe Sam snorted. At one point we went outside and I went on about how much he acts like a dog. My mom drove him home before dinner.
After he left Mars Attacks! was on. It's such a funny movie. The aliens breathe in the gas from the nuclear missles and say Ack Ack in rally high pitched voices. Stupid to some but funny to me.
Ahhhhhhhhh Thirsty.
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| 32nd entry |
[28 Apr 2004|11:55am] |
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I'm in 6th period now. I'm updating about yesterday. Letsee. The school day went as usual nothing new.
After school me and guy sam went over girl sam's house. Chris was there too. We watched this movie that was called 1,000 BC or a year around that. It was about cave men. There was a Giant Iguana. I think that was my favorite character. Then Girl Sam went through a bunch of her tapes. So we saw some of a Bruce Lee movie, The Adventures of Oz which was animated and The King and I.
My dad picked me up around 7:00. We went to Target and got some stuffs. I got Big Fish of course. A big surprise to everyone I know.
I went home and went on the computer for a while. I talked to Guy Sam on the phone for a bit. Then I went to sleep.
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